How much must i endure

How much must i endure to be me

How much can i endure to be free

How much should i endure

How much should i endure to regain my life

How much should i endure to be all again

How much beer can i drink

How much more tears must i shed

How much life do i have in me ...

How is this going to end




In a dream , in a nightmare




Who i'm i to know...





What life can i endure




How much life can i endure 





How can i know ...











If i was a bird 




Would i flye my self into a window ?





Would my life be more simple, If i did not exist ...




If this was all just a dream 




A bad one a that 




Where does it end 




Where will i go 




What can i do 




How will i go 




What will i do 






Life ...